Life goes Around

So tired of wearing a mask on my face

So used to putting a smile on my face

My laughter sounds so real

But My heart is crying all the time

And i cant explain why

I'm feeling empty inside my heart.

I don't know where i belong to..

My family?

My mum...

she loves me much

she worries about me

she did everything for my own good

but she doesn't know what i really want

she doesn't know how i feel

i know she loves me.

but i cant feel the warmth of the love T.T

Mum.. 

No matter what happens

No matter what arguments we go through..

I still love you.. 

just that i don't know how to express it

But you're still my one and only MUMMY!!

My school?

It's a place where i laugh the most and smile the most

It's true that i spend great times with them.

Sometimes i just feel that i still cant fit in

But i really like them..

Some of them are awesome!

But i hate rumors!!

Is gossiping that fun??

Everyone have their own style of living their life

A true friend will accept how you are..

You don't know me.. Please don't judge me.

It really hurts..

HIM??

I want to tell him...

I no longer belong to you.

Now that i'm not with you

I feel even lonelier

I don't know who to talk to..

You're the one that know me soO well..

But i cant depend and rely on you anymore..
Feel so lost without you by my side..
But i got to get use to it..

My FAMILY (friends)

They all have their own life..

They won't be with you every single minute

It all goes back to ~IM STILL ALONE

I'm glad that i still have 

CHEN HUI YUN and JuSTIN LEE~

Thx to both of you..

~MWAKS~

PRIDE COMES BEFORE A FALL

So true...

I'm not the Jowelyn like those days anymore

I've lost a lot..

For now..

Learn to be independent

Looking forward..

Step into a new life

A new beginning a new chapter

To a totally different life and person!!

Just want a simple life..
SPM is everything to me now

Cut out all the nonsense things in my life..

~GO GO GO~!!